Mum is unwell again


I haven't been on here for a while, but mum is unwell again. earlier this year she was diagnosed with breast  cancer again. it's the third time, they considered her terminal. i didn't know how to cope. She's my everything and i can't lose her. i don't know how to tell her about my feelings so, i thought here would be good. She is going through chemo and she says she's getting better, but i'm still worried that one day it could all go down hill. i don't know how to speak my feelings, i try to bottle them up,but it never works. i need help


The photo is of me, my mum, my dad and my sister, it was taken sometime last year